Shel is finding her strength and acknowledging her fears. Not simply the fear that the M won’t last, but the fear that maybe it won’t last because SHE will make that choice.
Awww...cat. I haven't cried in days, now look at me. lol
This is exactly what I'm feeling. You just managed to say it in a lot less verbage than I did.
Thank you cat...I mean it. Thank you.
formerly known as "shelbel" Me 40, stbxh 40 DSs 9, 7 & 3 M9, T10 Stbxh is a diagnosed bipolar & an addict. The end.