Thank you for your support. FTR - I want everyone to know that my W is not a bad person. She is hurt. She is trying to deal with her own issues I guess. She raised the children while I spent most of my time working and well being a little selfish.
The one positive in all of this is that I have formed a great R with the kids. I enjoy being a DAD. I have been focused on giving my kids the best that I can.
I also realize that the fat lady has not gotten up and sang yet - at least as it relates to my kids. I need to keep my cool and continue to pray and hope for the best.
I think the most theraputic thing for me to do right now is to write her a quick note.
To my wife....
I am sorry for any pain that I have caused you. I am sorry that you feel that you did not accomplish all that you set out to in your life. I am sorry that I let you down in certain areas I am so sorry I thank you for being with me for 19 years. I thank you for showing me many things I thank you for your changes...prompted mine. I thank you because I am not a better man I thank you for being a wife for so long I love you and I miss you
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
