I need help in the biggest way. I feel so helpless

[timehealsall]

I will not allow him to put the blame for his actions on me. I understand the role I played. I understand and can woman up to what I contributed, BUT regardless, i was not the one who strayed. HE DID.

This is excellent, Time.

I just want to snap out of it.

I know you do, it must be awful. Do you have any distractions to keep you busy this weekend? Friends to go out with or even come over to watch a movie with you and the kids. Sounds like you could use the shoulder of a good friend to help you keep your resolve, stay strong and let those feelings out with.

Thinking and praying for you my dear friend. PG.

Oh and PS! I so agree with CityGirls advice of going dark on him except for dealings about the kids.

I intend on doing just that (going dark) Friends of mine are going out tomorrow night, so I am thinking of going. Screw him..

I am not going to call him or contact him. I think we both need time apart.

Thanks sweetie.. You the same.