Newmama, Piano, and Gatsby,

wish I had a magic pill to make our H's wake up, and everyone elses WAS on here. Maybe I am just biased, but how awful is it that we are pregnant, or were, and have to go through this turmoil. I feel that I was stripped of a happiness that I so rightfully deserved. I miss my H, my best friend. I miss everything he was. But maybe that is not the real H, this is.



I try to get through the day, and find it so hard. I need my H to go through this with me... I know he would as a "friend" but i want my H back. Not happening frown

I amd rereading on Detachment and still cant help but think H is making a huge mistake. But part of Detaching is letting them go and go through their journey even if their actions are mistakes frown