Sorry - just need to vent - I know that on the scale of MLCs this is not really severe but H's obsession with a capital 'O' with hockey is driving me up the fricking wall!!! I think the reason I'm so annoyed is that instead of focusing on anything related to our marriage at all - he's consumed and I mean consumed with this ridiculous activity. This from a man who never skated or gave a thought to hockey as recently at last December! I just find myself incredibly impatient - yes I know - my issue - with his focus on hockey. It's SO BLOODY OBVIOUS that he's using it to avoid dealing with the realities of our life and I just am having a hard time not letting my annoyance bubble to the surface.
Ok - in other news - the night before last (I went out last night - didn't tell him where)- I told him as per my DB coaches advice that I would be leaving for a few days in July and he'd be in charge of the kids. I said I'd help with any prep he needed. He said where are you going and I said Maryland to work on something for myself - this is Stosny's bootcamp - and he said 'Is it private' and I said 'sort of'. My question is do I tell him what I'm doing or would that be trying to get him to notice my changes? I hate having to think of all of this sh&& constantly
Ugh - just call me ms. complainer today
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M - 46 H - 47 T - 20 yrs M - 19 yrs DS 7yrs DS 6yrs DD 4 yrs Bomb - 4/3/10 My Sitch
