Had a business meeting with H at Starbucks. I had another meeting downtown after, so I came dressed in a classy business/sexy outfit, high heel pumps and all. As I was getting my coffee I've noticed that H was checking me out...ha.
Anyway the meeting went really well, I was all business but upbeat and optimistic. I'm so detached it's almost scary. I really truly didn't feel any emotions towards him....just related to him as to my business partner.
He on the other hand looked down and unhappy again, as the meeting went on he got little bit more animated....but overall didn't look that good. But again he may be like that just when I'm around....who knows.
OW's H told me that his W has been on antidepressants since February and apparently they are not working. She sleeps all the time...during the day, is always tired and spends hours on the couch "resting". So all is not well with her.
I'm just journaling and observing...like watching a show and reporting on it.
Love being detached...very empowering when you feel that you are in control
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
