I'm sorry to hear you're going through such a hard time. There really is no easy way to do this, is there? We feel strong and confident one minute and weak and defeated the next. I guess we have to build our strength like we would by lifting weights, over and over. Eventually, we will be strong enough to do what we must do no matter how impossible it seems.
(((Time)))
Thanks for posting to me even though you're in a bad place yourself. It means a lot!