>>>"I agree with Lotus, Smiley. I know you're hurting (and loathing) right now, and it pains me to see a man of such strength and character having these challenges, but challenges they are, and staying with Themselves is STILL "The Right Thing to Do."
And I agree with Lotus & Puppy, your children need you now more than ever. You are a man of strength & character, which is why I have no doubt you'll find a way to rise to the challenges ahead.