lauraoh: Because I am actually, sort of , God forgive me for saying this, but I actually appreciate that I can show I am different by being around him when he wants to fight. As I detach and observe, I just can't believe "I" am who "I" am. I had no idea I could be this strong. That I could feel this free in the face of so much miserableness from him.
Interesting. and great. good for you.
Would you mind sharing a little about his "new rules"? Has he gotten more controlling since this started and insituted a lot of new rules? Are they all directed at you or also others?
