still separated, headed for D?

[newmama]

I had a dream last night...very weird...that I was dating a man who looked like WH. We were cuddling and kissing and talking about stuff. He asked me "did you watch that show with your husband?" and "you say you love me but do you still love your husband too?" and "When are you going to leave him?" and I just would say "Don't worry! I love YOU and I will!" then changed the subject! ????

I got the feeling that I was dating this man during my separation with WH...and although it wasn't really an affair, the man knew I hadn't divorced WH yet and he didn't understand why!

Very weird- on the one hand I think it had something to do with the fact that I said to someone yesterday that I can't make my brain let me see the situation through WH's eyes--I can't step in his shoes!

On the other hand, it also kind of showed me the dangers of dating while I am not divorced and while I still have hope for my marriage! But I figured that out over the last month or so-that I don't want to date.