Yeah, I know... initiating relationship talk is a big no no... but she hadn't replied in over a week and I really felt like I'd had a bit of a revelation.
She replied just over a day later.
It was an email telling me I'd gotten it right. I'd found the reason why she was upset, what had been weighing on her, what she'd tried to do about it. She even said "Unfortunately I didn't tell you how seriously it was affecting me"....which is something.
I've just read the email, everyone I know is out and about the place, and I just need to NOT reply to her right now, my emotions are running too hot.
I honestly don't think that this will change anything. It's all become insurmountable for her now. Coming to Aus is too big and I don't think she'll be able to have the courage to face it, even if she believes that I've changed.
... and I don't know if I could honestly trust her... not in the marital sense, but in the relationship "telling me what she thinks" sense.
I really need some help here. Does anyone have some advice? Does anyone know what I should do?
Please help.
Please.
Me: 29 H: 25 T:7yrs M:5yrs
Bomb: 23/04/10
Had no idea anything was wrong. Cheated so she could end it without talking.
