I told myself he had to have loved me? Shrink says he had to, to want to start a family with you... I believed it for a long time. Thought if he didn't love me, then he wouldve left a long time ago. But now I seriously think he may have been using me to get through school. And now that he is on to the next phase of his life, with more time, happiness, no stress, financial freedom that he no longer wants me. Maybe he used me. Maybe he is just so happy to start his life over and doesn't want me in it at all. I am so tired of thinking of him.
