Hi all ... thanks so much for the support! I am in a much better place already. I am going to reread all of your posts and address them over the weekend.
Welcome M&H ... google it ... or go back a couple of pages and click on my link to PEI Beach Pics ... it's a place ...
Saw H briefly this evening, all I said was something along the lines of "yeah, sorry about that, I'm working on it" and left it at that. He said he appreciated that.
He texted for by BILs cell # and I let it sit for a couple of hours and then answered.
I've decided to get myself a hard covered journal and name it "Dear H:" ... I'm even going to tape his picture inside the front cover ... then when I feel like saying something to him I'm going to write it instead. I'm hoping this will help with seemingly difficult to control urges to talk to him. I figure it will also help me identify any issues I need to work through with my C or DB coach.
Anyway ... it's getting late here and getting a good nights sleep is high on my revised priority list ...
Thanks again everyone ... Peace PEI
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
