...but, the emptiness in the house now is imposing. I have caught myself standing in the hallway on the second floor and just staring into S9's and D7's empty bedrooms. I have visions of XW painting S9's room with stars before he was born.
Sorry, man. Time. Time and strength. You're their Dad after all- gotta have the strength. My thoughts are with you in this wrenching transition.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac