I have been holding it together pretty good the past few days. Today I went to our kids kindergarten "graduation" and sat with her and her family. Afterward, I went back to work (I had to).
I called her after work to ask her something about the kids and she started talking about tutoring our son needs. After discussing it, I asked her when she wanted to talk to them about the D and she said on Sunday. We started discussing what we were going to tell them and I broke down and got really upset. I told her that I thought this was horrible for the kids and she basically responded that it was best for them since she was miserable in our M.
She said that the D was going to happen and I needed to deal with it. She said that she was tired of fighting it and she has not seen me as a husband for a long time. She said that she had to do everything (except work) because I was unreliable.
After we hung up, I regretted ever even speaking to her. I know I screwed up here and set back the DB quite a bit. I'm just not sure where to take it from here.
I should be getting served in the next couple of days.
If anyone can offer advice or encouragement, it would be appreciated. I'm really feeling down about the whole thing.
