Moving on with my life #2

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I was a bit surprised too...but he specializes in alcoholism/drug addiction and must have felt it was ok.

Things are still rolling along ok. Been a busy week and we have both had our other kids. He comes by, sometimes stays for dinner, and then goes home. Still not drinking. Very happy for him right now. He is handling it pretty well.

This weekend my kids are out of town and he doesn't have his. He stayed last weekend on my couch as weekends, him leaving, and the risk of drinking made me trigger and get anxious. His IC said he was to stay if that made me feel more secure.

No physical stuff as of yet. Trying to hold off as long as I can.