It's not as if I hate him and I do think I have achieved some level of forgiveness (for me really) but I am not all the way there yet.
What is stunning to me is how he can just text me like nothing has happened. The last text he sent (aside from this week) was how he was moving in with his mistress and how super happy he was and how things were going so great.
IMO texting things like that is simply mean (about his R I mean). I am sure he doesn't think it's mean but IMO it's unnecessary and simply creates a bigger divide. A "hey, I am moving here is my new address" would have been more appropriate IMO.