so i would like to pat myself on the back for the following:
- went swimming yesterday, cooked dinner again, went to class. when H came to pick up dinner on his break...here's his text: thx, dinner was good but you weren't home when i came. my response: glad you liked it. (am i curious if he missed me...of course...but i didn't say anything)
- went out to lunch for a family celebration today. H was supposed to come but dropped out last second...asked if i would be upset, i said not at all and was pleasant.
- made my hair appt for sunday...think i'm going to get bangs. i look 18 anyways so might as well have a fun n' flirty cut.

i am proud of myself for these small things, reducing my convos with others about my sitch, being able to keep my PMA going, AND no R talk or snooping. the latter two really help keeping my sanity.

oh and i would like to mention, i do quite think i'm a nice catch. smile