those are horrible feelings to feel, BeingMe. if anyone knows how brief, unpredictable and precious life is, it's you...and feeling like someone you love and have shared your life with is just waiting for you to die is horrific.
M60 H52 D20 M14 yrs OW-old gf from 1986 bomb-5/18/08 H filed for D-9/10/08 D final 4/24/09 xH remarried (not OW) 2012