My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations)

[BeingMe]

Hi Hmama, I have had a thread for a long, long, time in Piecing, (check in my bio under "hey") but I have started one here on MLC, since that is where I was during the bad times then we "reconciled". I thought we were piecing our marriage, but i think he was just coasting until D17 graduates high school (this year) and now I wonder if he is waiting for my possible early demise. Horrible thing to say, but his brother is just going through a very expensive divorce, and maybe he doesn't want to spend all that money, even though (heaven knows) I deserve it after all the cr@p I've been through.

I am okay-ish. A little sad that I allowed it to come to a point where I feel I have wasted so much time. ugh!