I chose the one less traveled by...#29

[kat727]

I have noticed that I have been really emotional(weeping at the drop of a hat,moody) just right before through right after that time each month. So guess where I am now. Yes over-reacting is part of this too.

hopefully we can get that fixed up at the appointment today. Even though I know it won't be immediate, it will help get me back to being normal.

No this isn't a pretty place to be. Very unlike me and on that you guys will just have to take my word on it. Yes my self esteem was way low for a long time but it has been getting back up there. This insecurity thing regarding the college friend took me for a real loop. Natural to compare but that should have been the end of it.

I don't know how much K felt the "drama" except when I just initially told him that I was backing off. I did address that in the letter. So I suppose it would still be a good thing for him to read. If nothing else it will clear the air on my side. I really do need to not assume the worst of every situation.

OT, can you still clarify. Thanks.

kat