It is the end to what you envisioned your life being
don't let the ghosts of time past haunt you for too long

I am reminded today, my last day at my teaching job HERE
of change

and

how I so crave to be solid...no more changes
and
of how God keeps smiling at me, I imagine a little indulgently, while He reminds me that it is through change that we grow

My greatest prayer has been one of growth and God, in His wisdom, will not let my prayer go unanswered, even when I wish it to just be still

with each change, I have a renewed sense of faith, of greatness and of His wisdom

let God remind you Frank, that through change comes growth. God does not want you to languish and fade...He wants you to be vibrant and colorful.

SO...this a big change
find your growth
your ability to shine

don't forget the wonderful memories like the anticipation of your son or that he was conceived in love. Pause but do not linger for too long there

you are in a growth spurt!!! grin