No, It is better to get it out and have my friends help than to hold it in. They got back Saturday. I talked with his Mom some over the weekend. He had posted some pics of Florida but nothing that would lead one to think anything was going on.
I wrote my letter Monday night after talking to a friend who said I should say what I want. Let him know why I am scared and why I backed off. So I did that in the context of girl met boy...Our whole story so he would get where I was coming from.
Tuesday after work, his daughter had posted pics including group pics. In one he is holding her hand.(college friend) Something really simple, maybe nothing but it hurt to see. I had already mailed my letter.
Wednesday after I get home I see on FB home page that he has changed his status to in a relationship but he isn't saying with who for the moment. I automatically assume it is her because they just got back from vacation. Several of his friends are asking who, but he isn't saying anything. Then college friend posts on his wall that she is happy for him and Congratulations. Me...I feel sick and am crying. I posted something which I thought sounded nice but this morning when I saw it, it felt wrong, so I deleted it.
The thing about her posting a comment made me think it wasn't her. Plus she hadn't changed her status or anything.
Thursday, I still feel sad but I don't know anything more. I am just confused. Help!
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
