Kal you are right. I was doing a self imposed limbo, although I was living, I was not moving on. I woke up this morning and realize that he is gone, and that I am relieved. That could have been me...wondering whether he was going to cheat again, wondering ... if he came back ... if he was going to leave again. I am glad he gave me that proverbial push out of the door, because I really do feel better. Finally, I have an answer.


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..