I do trust him, implicitly, I always did! He was never a womaniser. There is a tiny fraction of me that isnt as complacent as I was before and I dont like it when he has to work with her (there are only 2 organisations here that do what they do so he works on their projects sometimes), but I think thats only natural.
I also had compassion for him all the time we were separated and I think thats key to DBing. To be forgiving and compassionate. I say to him that it isnt possible to love him anymore than I already do.
As for the IVF, thanks for the encouragement! Its hard to know whats the 'right' thing to do. Ideally, I wouldnt want ANY medical intervention, but its been 6 months. They have said we are "unexplained", although 6 months of trying isnt THAT long, time is against us so we are on the list for IVF
