Welp my cell phone has rolled over to flex pay balance. Can't afford the bill so I can't use it.

I saw s10. He spent the night last night. We played the wii (made me dizzy with the eye probs but was fun) and computer games until around 2 a.m.

He is supposed to be coming back on Friday. He insisted on calling waw. So I let him leave a vm. I talk to him about it but he'll have to accept it and deal with it on his own.

WAW has not said a single word to me in a month now. NOt a single word.

It hurts but what can I do?

It was good to see s10. Alot of old friends are encouraging me to go to church. I'm not ready yet.


waw 36 (spiritual covenant and common law marriage)me 32
together 13 mos. Bomb dropped march 2nd 2010

children SD (8) S (10) S (3)
need help from anyone with my sitch