I am struggling so much. I want what I want and I feel guilty for that. I am so very lonely and heartbroken about my life. I wanted to trust in God, something to heal my marriage and pain.
It seems as though we are not to expect anything out of life. Maybe I am punishing myself for the pain I have caused to others. However, based on what I hear from the few people in my life, I must learn to live (easier said than done) MY life. Well, life is unknown to me. I have taken something to get me through - to relax. Eric, Mila, if you are out there, thank you (and Sandi) for reaching out.
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
