LolaL,
For someone who just discovered she can't ride real roller coasters anymore, you suddenly found yourself back on the DB Monster Coaster.

I am sorry for your discovery and how you discovered it.
What a pr!ck. And barely two weeks after all that telephone flirting and sexual banter with you.
Head gamer. Let OW have him. Drop him. Go dark forever!

You do seem to have cycled pretty quickly through the whole gamut of emotions this unleashed in you.

And based on your strong post above, you are coming through it with your head together - and held high.
As it should be.
(((LolaL)))

Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac