You are letting the actions of one woman affect your mood and emotions too much.
I think she is playing you like a yoyo man on the end of a string. If she really wanted and cared for you, she would not be confusing you so much. If after only 5 months together, you two are not still "BOTH" in a deep passion for one another, I would say it is time to move on.
I dumped my girl friend and she wanted to remain friends. I knew that would not be best and kept in touch for a couple weeks and then disappeared from contacting her. It seems rather cruel that she keeps you hanging on.
Dont rely on reading the thermometer of a relationship from texting or computer chat.
