Need a Plan for My Marriage

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IDU,

I thank you so much posting here. I feel so much the same way you do about things and ours sitches. You make me feel not so alone. I see the way you handle yourself, and it keeps me going for another day. I have so much respect and admiration for you.

You are good person, and if anyone here can make their M work, it is you.

Even if you don't, you will be okay.

The ups and downs are so strong this week that I just have no control over my emotions.

I am glad you feel that I am doing better, but I feel so lost and that I have not lost everything that I will before this M is finalized in a D.

I keep on hearing these words from my W everyday that "I may have never loved you." It hurts me everyday, and I hear them in my head all the time. Now she has found someone else to give her heart, soul, and mind to and it is not me. Apparently she never did give her heart, soul, and mind ever.

I never stopped loving her. I act like I don't, but I do.

Thank you for your support.
P.S. All I have ever wanted is to love her and be loved by her. I blew it so bad!!!