Good job working through that! You are right, you do NOT want that. You deserve better for the rest of your life. She will see soon enough what type of moral character she has married.
Case in point, J was supposedly engaged to Tink months ago, she had it all over her ms. He bought her a 50.00 ring from Wally World with his dad's money. He denies being engaged at all, and has already been cheating on her going out with two other women, one on a week long trip which he lied to Tink about and told her he was going to see a relative. What low self esteem someone must have to put up with all that and still be hanging on!
The true nature of their character shows itself sooner rather than later.
I on the other hand am extremely happy with a wonderful person I was lucky to find! It is a year this month. ; )
You deserve to be insanely happy! There is someone out there!
"Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out." Robert Collier
"One's best success often comes after their greatest disappointments." Henry Ward Beecher