LOL!! I actually have a swingline on my desk but, alas, it's beige. BORING!!! I really want a red one to cradle protectively.
BBJ, that's why I feel so bad about posting here, I don't want to rub salt in wounds, but unlike K and Ali, my situation isn't reconciling, it doesn't even feel like a R. It's more like roomates with benefits - at least on his side.......for now. We have history and we're repeating it. That probably isn't good since it ended the way it did. That's why I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop. We've circled back to comfortable and boring. I don't feel I should push it, I don't speak my feelings because that would be pushy. I feel like I walk on eggshells making sure that I do everything the "right" way, but I don't really know what the right way is because he doesn't tell me what he does and doesn't like. It's painful, all day, every day with little snippets of great thrown in the middle to keep the pain from overwhelming me.
Not healthy. Not one bit. So........I'm starting to miss my alone, quiet time in the evening reading.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
