I feel like i need to contact WAW

[knightinneed]

Yeah, i really should. I feel a lot better today, and have thought about new GAL and 180 stuff. I been wanting to get a tattoo and think a samurai would be perfect for how I percieve my future to be, full of honor.

Also, was looking at changing facial hair perhaps a beard goatee, and even considering some glasses as I may need them. I just had a thought honestly that the old me died the day she left really. I am very much glad it woke me up, and well the new me is born.

I want to recreate everything about myself and my life, and tap into old hobbies such as guitar and music and find a new church to go to as well. I know alot of these things will be only to my benefit of making me more attractive not only to WAW but to all women.

I am walking with my chest out, head high, and dreaming of my transformation at this time. Do I think the old rollercoaster feelings will hit again, very much so, but I need to live in the moments of clarity and build on them as much as I can. I feel so much better dropping the weight and feel confidence gaining.

Just an matter of time when I can put my signature on the completed painting of my new reborn life.

I know waw will be impressed, and I hope that when that time comes we will really be able to see our future together again.