yes, i am angry at myself for not speaking up. and now it's too late. there were no boundaries. i don't like having to deal with this mess.
Your choice. You still got the mess either way you go. Sucks to be you.
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i don't understand - a sign that i'm not done?[quote]
Right you are not done. You would be numb beyond detached. You can't stop thinking about him. Get out of victim mode. Do you want to try and fix this is? What's better for you?
[quote]because i haven't said my piece and i'm ready to let it rip during mediation?
How does that help you?
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i wasted my time on an a*hole. and i hate myself for having done that.
OK, that's how you feel, I get it. How long you going to stay stuck there? How productive is feeding these feelings?
You are confused because you lack vision. Leaders have a vision on where they are going. Tell yourself something positive today. Make yourself happy. Trying loving yourself instead of hating yourself.
You are the only one who can get yourself out of the mess. You can stay in it and spread it or rise above it. You get to choose your path.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
