Yes it is. But you know what I have finally discovered?

I don't want that.

I mean, not only didn't he tell me, but do you think his wife knows that he was talking to me? and that he DIDN'T tell me?

I want better than that. I deserve better than that.

So, although I feel a little sting of rejection, I know that he really did me a favor. Because I have become wiser. I know what to look for. And when I find it, it will be better.

I don't want a liar, a cheat, a manipulative SOB. In a few years, he will do the same damned thing to her. And the next one. and the next one.

And I will not be the next one. I have done my time, I went through the heartbreak, I came through it. I can rest assured that I won't ever have to go through it again.

And during my dark times, when I am questioning myself, I am going to do my damndest to remember that. I have learned to be picky. I have learned what to watch out for.

And he hasn't. So, who is the loser? Not me.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..