thank you so much for your support everybody, i really need it. when i check this is in the morning and see stuff it helps me start my day off great. i had to talk with him about money. we spoke on the phone and he started talking crap about 'this is why i left you', throwing my vacation in my face and stuff. i told him that i cold just as easily list the reasons why I left him if he hadn't beat me to the punch. he appologized and hung up and then called right back and asked if he could come pick up a ladder. he showed up eating something (typical rudeness), and lingered. i pretended to be reading and just kind of ignored him. he asked me what i was reading and i told him. then he asked if i wante dto 'walk him out the garage'. huh? i said 'o.k.'. then he says 'call me if you want to talk', and i said 'about what', and then say 'If you want to talk, call me'. i have a life (much mor ethan he does), infact, i can;t even find any time for myself i have so many friends and stuff! i'm even casually dating. so, then get this-HE CALLS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS to 'check my tempurature'!! he asks her if 'i'm going ot ruin me' now, this friend of mine is really manipulative and has convinced him that she is on his side and that it's safe for him to call her!! so, he is concerned that i will report the 'incident'. Most likely that the only reason he's nice at all. ever. i could ruin his life, reputation, and his career. and THIS is as nice as he is to me. i don;t think he gives a rat's a@@ whether we ever get back together, do you guys? maybe now i should just be as calculating and calous as him he totally used me and broke my heart and abused me and the abandoned me and now wants nothing but for me to go away into the night.
