M&H..you are right...trying to replace the negative with the positives!!!
I think I am struggling with the thoughts of continuing to stand or moving on.
Financially, I may not be able to be in limbo for much longer...
Also, am kinda excited about the prospect of moving to a different place...getting the D overwith and starting over.
I know that I can still "stand" and proceed with the D but just have these confliciting thoughts about it. I don't want to be the one to push it through.
Not sure if any of this makes sense...having a hard time expressing how I am feeling/thinking so I guess the best thing to do is to not do anything until I can make sense of it myself!!!
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing
