Confused and looking for advice

[gr8 day 2B alive]

Hey Hmom.

Try not to read too much into his actions. It's good that you can be friendly at functions about your kids. Take that for what it's worth.
This will be a gradual transition if and when it happens. Working on being friends first, that's the first step.

I know you feel like giving up but don't. Keep working on yourself and you will feel better regardless of the outcome.

Be strong and positive.

I find myself smiling more now-a-days., it puts me in a good mood.
try it.