OH Hope the wedding goes ok I dont think we will ever really understand what happeded to our spouses thjey seem so different like a total stranger I have not even spoken to mine in 6 months since he went dark and moved out west Its probably for the better no more craziness or inconsitant behavior no nothing so hang in I am starting to let go with my new BF I beleive he is a better man than my xh The guard eventually comes down and we trust again It is really US we need to trust wqe will know we will make good decisions in this R I try to see BF goodness and IM trying to verbalize thatto him all the positives that is what is best for the R and for us to practice The past is over and It didnt work change may work peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
