I finished the forms today that the attorney wanted me to do when we meet. I am so glad to have those done. I have finished more than I thought. I guess I could do more than I thought. I am so glad to have some confidence about this divorce even though it is the last thing that I want to have happen. I guess it is the best for me. I am so up and down about it. I am so disappointed that she left no money in the account. Actually I am very angry. At least she paid the rent. I guess she will not be happy with the motions I will file.
I do not like this at all the way she is treating me. It is so crappy.
I hope to hear back on rescheduling the job interview. I hope I get it. I so much want this job now.
Is it hopeless for me? Is there no more that I can do with the Big D already filed? I feel hopeless about the M and possibly what will happen with the kids. I have tried for so long to have it not end. It does not seem right. I have been such a fool for so long to think I could make it work.
I am truly the biggest fool on this forum.
I see the strength of everyone here. I see the way that other sitches even in the worst case scenarios that seem to deal with issues much better than me.
I see success even in the failures here. People finding themselves while I feel eternally lost with little movement forward. It just sucks to be me.
I have to be more than me right now with the constant stunts she pulls. I just don't get it, and I guess I never will. It is just so wrong!!!
Find someone else dude. I think then you will get it.
