I was 39 with mine when h left, is there something to that???
enjoy that little girl,i wish i was younger as well to have more kidos but 3 great kids are awesome and these 2 young ones are gonna gang up on me in a few years.
if i get sad, doesn't happen much anymore, i look in my bed and see my almost 3 yr old and 3 month old son, sometimes i scoop them both up hug and kiss them, and feel happy and fulfilled.
just as you think you have a routine it will get changed up, try to relax and do what works for you and kidos.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline