I feel like i need to contact WAW

[knightinneed]

Man the detachment is way harder then anything. I had a bad day today and thought about WAW quite a bit. I have found myself looking at her facebook page, and noticing everything about it.

It seems I literally think about her every second of the day in one way or another. All the while making my changes for the better with her as the prize or something.

I honestly have no desire to date but part of me thinks the only way to get her out of my mind is maybe to go on a date or two. I feel like I have honestly resolved to make it a mission to get her back based on logic not emotion.

I know the chance is slim, but still no D papers yet. And if I do get them do I have to sign them immediately?

Can I buy time in anyway if I do get D papers?

I will see her again in 1month 1/2 and Im down about 22 lbs. My goal is 24 more to go, and I think with hard work I can make it. I just want to be looking my best and different yet sharp the next time I see her as one of her big complaints was my weight gain.

I hope the next court date, we finally get no contact dropped.

Any thoughts or suggestions on the questions?