I don't get it. When you say she "gave you" her D, do you mean that as a figure of speech?

She's probably feeling the idea that she was "too young" to be involved and wants to see what she may have missed out on.

Well assuming that no on had a gun to her head when she said her vows, it was her choice to be M to you.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER