Yeah, that's how it is NM. 15 years since I was single.. I was 20 ! I don't know what it is to have an adult life without him. I am sure I can figure one out, but I sure don't have an idea from before of what it is like.
And yes, I see him what seems like only a handful of times (maybe it was 15 or so times in 6 months?!) and now it's every two days or so. Plus he's enthusiastic. Plus he doesn't want to leave.
But it's about the baby, not me.
I am feeling much better about cancelling. A weight has been lifted and I can enjoy baby girl (who, btw, I haven't named yet! Holding off on surname too!)
