Gatsby, I sent the email this morning.

Piamo, he didn't say that he didn't care to do anything about it. But his actions don't show otherwise.

I didn't do it for a reaction. I did it for closure. I've been so up and down lately I'm exhausted. Everyone kept telling me the past few weeks that I was happier and looked better, and truth is that I was. I felt my best, looked my best, and was happier than I'd been in months. I loved knowing H was going to be their for S. But then friday, I was bombarded w lots of questions from people not understanding the relationship, and so on. I started to have expectations (against all efforts) and my heart was again broken. This was a bad weekend. I know H will never change his mind. I know this is the end.

This is my fate.

I will continue to post. As I need the support now more than
ever.