Yeah, I know I will prob get 2 x 4s for even letting my mind go there... but I need to be honest with myself. I still love him even though he does not deserve it. And I am not ready to date even though I totally thought I was. So I will just hang with my kids and my girl friends and enjoy the summer. If someone/something pops up and gets my attention, so be it. But I have enough work cut out for me getting myself in order!
