Thanks NM. H called crying hysterically, barely could breathe but all he really said was he was so sorry he makes me so upset. He hates that he did this to me and hates that I cry and am no longer happy. But he doesn't care enough to do anything about it. I told him if he ever changes his mind or thinks he wants to work o things to never tell me. I don't want to hear it. Its too late. I don't want to hear he might have feelings for me in a year or 10. He didn't love me now when I needed him the most. He never respected me enough to say hey what's wrong with me, she is a decent person and deserves better. I owe her that much to go talk to a shrink or IC or Mc for at the very least my son. But I didn't even get that much. I will probably be upset that I turned the papers in, and it is against DBing rules, but there wasn't a chapter in DBing about WAh and their PG wives. At least not yet.
But I gave the papers in because I am tired of questioning his ever motives. I didn't do this to get a reaction from him or to show him I'm srious. He doesn't care.
