working with addicts has taught me that an addict can NEVER just use and someone who uses to escape is an addict
that being said
this is your life Shelbel and how you live it is up to you, not to me or anyone else
what you can deal with what you can't
that was the hardest thing for me that there weren't any clean answers, you know if A then B
life is about the gray areas
don't get sucked in
I used to make a reality check (like I wrote it out so I could read it) that had TRUTHS written on it so when my ex would start and I would feel all topsy turvy I could actually look at it and read it...it made it solid for me
...and this ^ will leave me sleepless again tonight.
Good points, fig, thank you. I'm going to deny them for an hour or two, just because it's too hard to look at.
How do you stand and let go at the same time?
And if life is about the gray areas, what about the fuzzy ones? Like this, right here. Fuzzy to me, anyway.
What am I doing...
formerly known as "shelbel" Me 40, stbxh 40 DSs 9, 7 & 3 M9, T10 Stbxh is a diagnosed bipolar & an addict. The end.
