staying against her wishes sure wasn't working. I'm kind of walking around without a plan. I want to go home, but I want her to at least be willing to have me there.
OK, so let's do a worst-case risk assesment here.
Let's say she winds up divorcing you, and there is nothing whatsoever that you can do about it.
You still want to spend quality time with your kids, you still would rather be living in your own home, but it's just hard when you have this person walking around the same home that hates you.
The things that test us can make us stronger.
I failed at this, but if you can move back in and decide not to get baited into R talk or squables or trying to get her to change her mind and basically think, "Well, that's her problem to figure out" while you go about your life (and maybe find out more that you can post here), and just decide to live the best and happiest life you can no matter what she is doing... how would that be more aweful than where you are now?
The trick--and you have to be strong--is just not worrying or fearing what she is going to do or decide.
M-47,W-40,No kids D-filed 5/27/2010 Piecing - 10/21/2010 -=Soon to be banned=-
