So you have at least as much right to be there as her, and you have just as much responsibility to keep things up and parent as her.
I think you should move back in, help keep up the house, be a better parent, and do some serious job seeking.
She doesn't WANT me there. She wants to stay friends. She wants me to be an active part of our children's lives. She says she just doesn't want to love me anymore. When I'm there I help with the house (do the laundry, dishes, play with/care for the kids, mow the yard). I even still fix her car (I was a mechanic for my whole professional life.) I hunt for work constantly. I have even given up on a good job and just hunt for work. Even applied at fast-food and grocery stores.
M-34 W-31 2 S,11&11 1 D, 6 T 13 YEARS M 12 YEARS ILYBINILWY OCT. 2009 We are too close. All we see are smears of paint. The Lord sees the masterpiece He is painting.